unraveled.

all this time i've wandered
waiting for the answer
to fall out of my mouth.

cement me where
i should be,

north/west/east/south.

but life hasn't been one
to take me by the hand
& show me where to go,

it's more like a flooded river
and i'm moving opposite of the flow.


my memories are a mess of misses,
guesses & goodbyes,

and my presence is a reminder that truth
isn't as pretty as lies.


moving has me
so distant from



myself


taking all the roads less traveled,




& i'm untied from a lot of things,
but now all i feel is


u
n
r
a
v
e
l
e
d
.

kicking myself!

Yesterday our little tribe went to a big family hang out.
I LOVE Matt's family.
It's big, and there is just a love that is palpable.

We spent the day noshing on good foods, playing with the kiddos, & shooting cans with an air soft gun.

It was just a perfect Sunday.

but,
I forgot my camera
&
I am kicking myself because there were so many great photo ops..

Ahwell. The memories will suffice.

We hope you all had a lovely weekend with your loved ones as well!

xo

Oh, & if you have a moment, could you click that little box that says "Vote for the Hux"?
That'd be AWESOME!

cloud-poisoning & current events.

clouds come and go

like melodies

from guitars

held by boys that only know

how to move from town to town

and awkwardly offer there arms

for an evening,

a moment,

a chance at something bigger.

better.

shinier.

the big apple has a hook in it so don't be fooled.

my cheek has already been pierced.

that's why i stopped singing.

dancing.

clapping for the boys with their easy songs.

easy words.

easy eyes that make it hard to look away.

but it was dark in that smoky bar when i met you,

& you never would have asked me to stay.